Sad anniversary. I miss you always, dear friend. You lived hard and fast and never had any regrets. God took you home so you could do what you do without making Him cringe with every chance you took. xoxoxo
You were, and are, an inspiration to me. You taught me to stop being afraid of taking chances, and to just LIVE. Thank you, forever.
Do not seek the because - in love there is no because, no reason, no explanation, no solutions.
~ Anais Nin
Gotta remember this. :/ It’s hard because I wanna know whyyyyyyyy
I’ll get there. Just not yet. It’s too fresh.
This one’s going away in the vault to be brought back up again in the future. ;)
I’ve learned a trick or two when it comes to fighting dirty. Got a plunger? Bitches love bringing up old shit.
I know you were in my room & looked through my drawers & in my sock bin. :p I’m not a dumb broad.
This bitch needs to go back to not caring wtf people think. Oh… you think I’m a bitchy bitch? Fine. I’m still not stealing your goddamn stupid socks I don’t want.
You cannot always be there for me! You cannot always be the man I fucking need you to be! You cannot be the shoulder or the arms or the lifeline that I need! YOU JUST CAN’T. You don’t understand it yet. You have not seen me fall & be unable to help me. You haven’t seen it, but you will. My god, you will. AND THEN, only then, will you know how powerless you are to save me. And then you will feel the pain I feel every goddamn day that I cannot be with you & every day you cannot help me.
NO, this isn’t some lame ass attempt to gain sympathy. This is truth - honest and brutal. I don’t WANT your sympathy. I want your fucking presence. I don’t want you to appease me… I. Want. Your. Presence. In. My. Life. Every aspect of my life.